I feel like I'm becoming messed up?

it's too bad none of your friends seemed to care your moving they are probably just jealous. sounds lke maybe she isn't such a good friend after all. try and find a new one if u can. and i know how the mom thing is i dont get along too well either. as for this summer youve got to just stay positive and bee happy its summer! it only comes once a year and in my opinion its the greatest time ever. u gotta live like your dying and just live it up, life comes around once and you don't wanna look bak and feel like u wasted it in misery worrying about some stupid friends right??? get out thtere and have some fuN!